ME : Please don’t be late and reach at 9pm, I am really very tired and my stuffs are super heavy.BF : Ok, sure. No problem. ………………………………………. DIGUSTED. EWWWWWW. I HATE YOU TO THE MAX RIGHT NOW.WHAT NERVES! WHAT AUDACITY! I don’t really care if you read this because I really feel that you need to know how much I actually DISLIKE you now.Cause you don’t know me, I don’t pretend and hide hatred from anyone.As long as I loathe you, you can see it written all over my face. I don’t wanna share the same dinning table with herI don’t wanna be in the same room as herWORST, I…

GODAMNIT. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANT TO SCREW YOUR NASAL WITH A PENCIL,SLAP YOUR FACE WITH A DICK,THROW SPIDERS INTO YOUR MOUTH,AND STUFF HOTDOGS UP YOUR ASS. I WAS STILL SO FUCKING STUPID TO THOUGHT THAT YOU ARE STILL NOT THAT BAD DAYS AGO. BUT NOW,I REALISED THATYOU ARE NOTHING BUT SOMEONE PRETENDING TO BE,YOU ARE WORST THAN ANYONE CAN BE. BY LOOKING AT THAT VERY FAKE LITTY FACE OF YOURS PISS ME EVERYTIME I SEE IT. YOU CAUSED ME TO FALL SICK, AND COUGHED FOR A MONTH HALF A YEAR AGO.YOU CAUSED QUARRELS EVERYTIME WITH THE VERY FAKE INNOCENCE.YOU CAUSED ME TO WAIT LIKE AN IDIOT…

Badminton at 6.30pm last evening.F-A-B.I want 100 more sessions of badminton! Not trying to lose weight.Just that I have developed an interest for badminton 🙂Don’t feel that I am so overweight to the extent that I need to exercise so heavily. On a happier note, I lost 0.5kg without doing anything! Hehehehe. Happy~ Anyway I was soooo dressed down yesterday.Pictures next time round. The Sims3 is so duper fun.That explains my absence for the past few days 🙂 So done with the saving and spending of $700.I wanna get alot of stuffs after that.I promise to pamper myself once a month after everything. A new digicam (Not exceeding $500) next…

School is not a place for education. School does not ensure our safety. School puts us at risk. School gives us curfew claiming that it is for our own good. Only 45minutes for lunch. 45mins for Yr1, After Yr1, another 45mins for Yr2, followed by Yr3. Stupid enough. Since the virus can survive for 8hours, Does it make any difference to seperate the school into 3 groups for breaks? After Year 1, Year 2 goes down straight, is it 8hours apart? Does the school really feel that all the students will oblige to this curfew? I am one of those who refused to give a shit about the new curfew…

I am not filial too. But everytime I pass by “stall”, I would buy it for mum. EVERYTIME. But no one knows except her, because she would finish it within 10minutes. I strongly believe that giving part of your pay to your parents is a must. Pity, I don’t see any of us doing that. because all of us are selfish, we would come up with excuses that we don’t have enough to spend but in fact, we spent them on alot of junks without complaining like skincare products and food. I am ashamed of myself, but even more ashamed of them. They make me want to grow up ASAP,…

Such bliss to be staying at home.It makes me realised that I haven’t been staying at home resting for months. Reflections done, Blood boiling, Heartless people, Everything’s dead. I thought about a friend last night.You will not be forgiven.At least not within 1 or 2 years. Perhaps 3 or more. I am sorry to say that, “You are no longer needed and thought of when I am down”.You destroyed everything that happened for almost 10years with your own hands.This may be a good thing for you too. Not only the last incident, for any future matters,you are no longer in any position to ask or care. As I am typing…

EDITED.I skipped school yesterday 🙁Shucks, I promise not to skip sch for next week 😛 Heyo! Recovered. In the pink of health. 66 Cases, and school is not closing!! :@I want LOA, I want to be safe!!!!! After Michael Jackson’s death, people are start to proclaiming their love for himWhich ALL OF US(me and my friends), finds it a joke. Before that, have you ever heard those people saying how much they idolise him?HA.HA.HA Attention seeking fellas to us. All I can say is, A talent is lost, people faking everywhere.

I was still smiling when the tears made their way down the cheeks. I was going through July and August entries.

FELL SICK.not psychology.Running a temperature. 43cases of H1N1.1 new case is directly opposite my class.

Because I had so much to fill you in,to tell you what’s happening. Because I had so much to ask you,to find out how are you getting used to it. Because I didn’t expect a No,not when you are going for the free sex from the Shirlyn girl again. Because you are blinded by sex,you forgot to ask how are your friends coping. Because I thought we were the best of the best,You gave me the worst disappointments. Not first, Not second nor third. I placed you infront of many,but this time, I am throwing you behind. Such a pity. What a waste.You don’t know that I am on the…