A person to talk to

Because I had so much to fill you in,
to tell you what’s happening.

Because I had so much to ask you,
to find out how are you getting used to it.

Because I didn’t expect a No,
not when you are going for the free sex from the Shirlyn girl again.

Because you are blinded by sex,
you forgot to ask how are your friends coping.

Because I thought we were the best of the best,
You gave me the worst disappointments.

Not first, Not second nor third.

I placed you infront of many,
but this time, I am throwing you behind.

Such a pity. What a waste.
You don’t know that I am on the verge of tears while typing this.
You don’t know how much I want to tell you everything, so many things.

You are not the only one :’)
Another one appeared.
& I think that he is “almost-saint”.