With Love,

The operation was horrendous although it was fast. Went to the OT at 3.15pm and was sent back to the ward at 5.30pm They set up a plug on my wrist, injected some anesthesia and I/V drip and I was staring at the operating lamp(or what do you call it) while waiting for the drug to take effect. Think I fell asleep in less than 3 seconds. When I woke up, I was in the recovery bed waiting for them to push me back to the ward which already 5+ in the evening. The nurses were calling “Maybeline Maybeline”. I thought I was going to die. Felt so weak and…

11 hours of sleep after the op. I can’t speak clearly now. All I know was I had a good sleep despite all the post-op pain. I have some news to share. I’ll be back x

Warning : Heavy on Pictures! Last minute decision to visit the park with DMDM 🙂 Whoever said that only money can make you happy should eat his own words.Yes, money makes life a lot easier and happier, but some simple things in life can’t be bought with cash. But perhaps for Roven, stepping out of house is a torture. This angmoh was trying to trick her little daughter into touching Roro. Happy family. Where’s Mommy? Good friends are not those who meet up everyday but those who keep each other in the heart. Had wanted to try the new slide which was built at the pyramid but…… *read furtherMy big…

Just went for consultation at the hospital this afternoon.Because the ‘thing’ was too big, I can’t do it in the hospital clinic. I have to be put to sleep totally and be pushed into the operating theatre.Don’t understand why can’t it be localized anesthesia.I don’t want to be put on I/V drip or whatsnot. Bless me. Sick girl in the house.

1. Never blame anyone if you get hurt because you took the risk, and you decided who was worth the try. 2. A relationship with no trust is like a cell phone with no service, all you can do is play games. 3. If you cheat on a girl that’s willing to do anything for you, you actually cheated yourself out of true loyalty. 4. Sometimes, you end up losing yourself trying to hold onto someone who doesn’t care about losing you. 5. You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who won’t complicate your life. Somebody who won’t hurt you. 6. To truly love and trust…

Because of the mood, my weight dropped to 43kg which isn’t really that good.(although it is the ideal weight which I had been trying to achieve).Trying to hit 44kg again. Medical appointment at the hospital regarding the oral tissue tomorrow.Keeping my fingers crossed. . New toy specs Every girl love a little black and gold. This tiramisu coated coffee bean from The Coffee Bean is really nice!You will love it if you’re a coffee love too. Happy baby pie. 5 bars of chocolate to fatten up. New platform shoe.

Adel’s boyfriend went to tattoo a snake from his left chest to his shoulder with her name inside. Snake because adel was born in the year of snake. He said he want to remember Adel forever. As time goes by, I can no longer bring myself to blame him for what had happened. In fact, I couldn’t really bring myself to blame him after the wake as well. It was an accident. The pothole was the main cause of it. It was the trigger. I am glad that Adel was truly loved by this man as well other than her family members during her stay on earth. So many stuffs…

我不心痛吗？真的吗？只有你们心痛？我对他的感情，心疼，会比你们少吗？ 真的要等到他走火入魔才做该做的事吗？ 我只是要报仇吗？他了解我， 如果他说是就是。我不避解释。 I will do what I have to do to keep you safe.All for your better future.