as i googled on his condition,i can only quietly cover my mouth with my hands and cry. please..

a part of my heart is dying.dying of heartache. show me a miracle. and i’ll believe in you, jesus. currently, i am home alone. had never been alone since Raven entered my life 5 years ago.tonight, he’s hospitalized.he’s not doing good and is on i/v drip for the time being. i miss you baby.and i hate it when i can’t be there. been crying since 3pm when the needle was pricked into him.it was heartache for me even though it was just a simple blood test.Raven barely struggled but the furs around his eyes were wet. waited for half an hour for his test results to be out with him…

The Phuture session last Saturday was P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C. Drink Drank Drunk,Group was seperated,I fell and injured my knee. Did not even manage to party and there was almost no pictures 🙁 I DON’T CARE. I WANNA GO ZOUK AGAIN. ...... C just tagged me in this photo and I think that I am damn talented.You can’t see me talking on the phone. Can you can you?! i like to go against fate.

You know, if they care, they would.No point asking them to do so when their heart is not in it. Don’t whine girl, don’t whine.Tell yourself it’s okay andShow the world how much you don’t care.

Graduation Day :Proud to be a Science Student. Qi & Qi Mama. My FYP team. We went through many difficulties before we became what we are today. Hi, HCT-116, colon cancer cell line, thanks for keeping us busy for the past 1 year. Elliot, the Mr Nice guy 🙂 Pang Zai, the shortest 😀 Zadyn, Since the first day of school. Those people below are the ones who made my few years worthwhile. Thanks for the flowers!..... $400 on this. Free donuts anybody? Sick of these stuffs.

EDITED. My Jose Eber curling rod finally arrived from the US! The box is pink! Not purple. Exactly the same with the picture below. But due to colour contrast……. Thank you Johnathan who waited 3hours for me to off work to pass me this & dinner.It arrived just in time for the graduation ceremony tomorrow. Wish I got a black one though. It is ugly for this curler to be in pink.Don’t really care even if pink is one of the limited edition colour. I’LL BE BACK WITH TONNES OF GRADUATION PHOTOS TOMORROW! HUGS & KISSESmaybeline.

My current addiction : Keep your heels, head and standards high.

No matter how mad you are,you should never leave her alone there, trying to figure out what’s on your mind. . Rather busy for the past few days due to work & meet ups. And this week, I got angry with a friend. This is actually the first time I got mad at him after so many years. Not worth it. You’re old enough to protect yourself. Don’t make others worry. Saturday & Sunday were the best days last week. Saturday : Woke up early to cast vote, bought ingredients for almond jelly with longans, made the dessert, nihon mura buffet, THOR, walked 30minutes back to the MRT station (instead…

I’m a little scared, a little worried and a little lost right now. . But, . You make it easier when life gets hard.