Haven’t really eaten anything for the whole day. I lied on bed wondering if all these were just nightmares. Cried so many times and you’re still not back. Are you really gone? Someone slap me hard, wake me up from this nightmare. Tell me she will return, with the sweetest smile of hers.

Watch from 4:15 onwards. Watch from 2:30 onwards When a person dies a sudden death, as with an accident, he often has no clue that he passed over. He thinks he is still alive and is puzzled why he cannot do the things he used to do, or why people do not respond to him. His consciousness is as clear as when he was in the physical body just before he died. When he leaves his place of passing over, he still thinks he is alive, and visits the living, and sometimes he lives with them for a while. He is still half or totally unconscious of his deceased state.…

Just met up for the second meeting with the lawyers yesterday. It was expected but extremely sad to hear them say that the blames will be pushed here and there and shared among the contractors, sp/lta and driver when all of them have a big role to play (and in my opinion, the driver. I’m a little biased) The most we can get from this law suit is only compensation. As for the driver, I am guessing that it is only suspension of license for a few years(?) or fine(which is charged by the traffic officer) And the compensation wouldn’t be high even though my sister earns 5-7k/ month. According…

Everyday, I wake up telling myself to be strong for my parents. But everytime, once I leave house for school, I’ll start tearing again. I can’t cry at home knowing that my parents will cry along. I can’t bear to hear anyone talking about Adel. Last night, dad told me “Adel came to earth, be my daughter and toyed with my feelings. she came to make me miserable on purpose and now she’s back in haven laughing at me” I could feel the pain in his words. He’s not back to work yet. He then turned to mom “I don’t know if there’s this thing called ‘next lifetime’ but if…

We went to the scene to pray for Adeline yesterday. To the drain where she fell into. I am not a follower or a believer of any religion but I went ahead with her friends with the mindset that I wanna do anything and everything for her. To my surprise, the driver (who is also her boyfriend) seems to be in the recovery phase already. Wow. It seems just like yesterday when the accident happened to my family and he could get over it so well, so FAST. Most of my friend who went shared the same view that maybe 1 year down the road, he might be holding another…

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I just went shopping with her 10days ago. With her, I rarely have to pay for anything myself. Despite being older than her, I am more of the younger sister. She fetches me home when I’m late herself/ get friends to fetch me. She bought alot that day. The last item we bought during the shopping trip was 2 bunny jackets. Hers in brown and mine in white. She stepped into the shop and went “你要不要？我要 brown。你呢？我买给你” Took quite a bit of photos but they are all in her phone. Her whatsapp was seen last online on 30/11/2011 at 1153pm. Which means no one touched her whatsapp. Where exactly is…

Called up Jetstar to refund Adel’s TW trip. They said okay last week, all I had to do is to fax over the Cert of Death. This week? They told me to engage a lawyer and prove my relationship with her for legal documents. Otherwise, no refund. Air tics 2k. Lawyer 1k+. WTF is wrong with Jetstar? Would I go and google on whoever is going on for a holiday but passed away recently and demand a refund from Jetstar? Who on earth would be so free to do that? & who on earth would dare to use the names of the dead? SERIOUSLY????

Went to the lawyers.Went to meet up with the officer to retrieve her stuffs back. The car was totally wrecked. I don’t understand how can a pot hole caused all these. I don’t know how he drove. It was so wrecked that you can barely put your leg in. Our heart ached so much that i could barely feel myself. I went in anyway. With only gloves. Spent 1 hour searching under the hot sun, got some cuts, bleed, climbed everywhere and still couldn’t find her phone. I want her videos and photos. It’s all gone. Maybe someone found the phone and sold it away already. The iPhone 4, black,…

The MP and his wife talked to us personally last night. His wife shed tears when she saw my parents cry. They promised to help us with whatever they can and introduced a lawyer to us. We will be meeting the lawyer at 11am later. Am very grateful towards the MP and his wife. But words and actions are two different matters. I really hope that they will be able to help us in seeking justice for Adeline Sim Sin Ee. Other than that, my dad and I will be going down to the car which Adel flew out from, to look for her phone. The officer told us that…