It’s been a busy day getting her favourite snacks, and stuffs as we are going to visit her tomorrow. Her 22nd birthday is on the coming Tuesday. Look at the baby in the photo.She celebrated her 1st birthday 21years ago.Only 21 years. I never liked showing my baby photos because even me myself, scares myself.That’s how pathetic I was.I was an ugly baby 🙁But here’s one for you.Adel had huge eyes since birth.Her infant photos – 1 year are damn cute.Even when she’s all grown up, she still have huge eyes that she doesn’t even need cosmetic contact lenses to enlarge it (although she loves them).Not only her eyes. She…

Before the baby photos. In Twitter : maybelinesim Adel tweeted that she wanted to watch @imMichelleChong’s 一泡而红 after watching the trailer. She didn’t get to watch it before she passed away. . Michelle Chong replied me and then direct messaged me. “Hello! I think we can DM already 🙂 Are you looking for me regarding my sister?” “Ur tweet made me tear. I wld like to give you a DVD (w a message to Adel) when it’s available. Not sure if u’ve seen e movie, but there’s a line in it that says 喜事变丧事,人生无常。we can’t always control what happens to us. We can only make e best of it. Be…

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel. Adel has very nice vocal.I like to hear her sing even though it was very irritating in the past.I wonder if she realised that. She got this from Dad. My dad loves to sing alot.I remembered how we used to sing Karaoke at home with Dad. We shared the same room. & When I on any song on Youtube, she would sing along loudly.I have never asked her to lower down her volume before.Never once have I told her that she has nice vocals.…

I thought I was strong, I was getting better.But I was wrong, I was just living in denial. Was alone at home yesterday and I cried for 2 hours.Had to stop when my parents reach home.Don’t wanna trigger their tears.What a sad life. I can’t be weak in their eyes. Adel’s baby. Was flipping through our baby – toddler albums last night.We had a good time together. Dad couldn’t bear to look at the photos. & His pain just got worst.I’m sorry dad. Adel was an extremely cute baby because she had huge black eyes.I will post photos of her childhood in another entry later. XOXO.

Oh, I forgot about this until I saw twitter just now.Another story of Adel for you readers. The thing here isn’t about money. But the heart. There was this SUPER DUPER AH LIAN girl who goes round cheating her secondary school friends. THIS IS NOT ME. I DON’T USE A SAUCER TO DRAW MY BROWS 🙂 No one contacted her for more than 4 years.So few months back, she reappeared and cheated her classmates one by one. “My grandma is sick. I need money to bring her to the doctor urgently. I can’t afford it. Can you lend me $50 first?” “Okay. What is your account number? Quickly bring her…

Adel’s 22nd birthday in 5 days time.Don’t understand how can God be so cruel to take away such a young life.Way too cruel. It’s been nice receiving emails, asking me to be strong.And also, receiving smses, telling me that they are visiting Adel here and there.It is kind of heartwarming.Anyway, I will be heading down to visit her on the 26th with my family,and 27th (her actual birthday) with my friends. You will never be forgotten girl.I will grow old for you. Eat for you, and dress up for you. ........... Anyway, Introducing WalkWithStyle.sg Different collections/items everyweek.So what is the first virgin collection?Vintage belts!To go along with your high waste…

Some of you have requested for me to write about little stories of Adeline.So here is one. I know she has this Ah-Lian face. But no, she’s not one. This girl here is really a dear.We went out last month and she said “I want to buy the OSIM massage chair for dad. The one by Andy Lau”She told me to keep it a secret because she wanted to give dad a surprise.The big mouth me went to ask dad if he wants one because it is kind of expensive.I heard that it is >$5k (I don’t know actually. Didn’t google for price)Dad : “太孝顺, how to not feel the…

Watching the VCD New York Skin Solutions gave. 4 episodes of Adeline in Beauty Sense which was on Channel 5 last month. We can hear her talk, see her move in the episodes.It’s like seeing her again.They mean so much to my family. She did a television commercial for them too.Sadly, I can’t find it anywhere. Stupid sister. I paused on the stupid expression. Packed Adel’s cosmestic bag. There’s very obvious thumbprint on her mirror. Mom immediately said “don’t touch this, i wanna keep it forever”

Watching the VCD New York Skin Solutions gave. 4 episodes of Adeline in Beauty Sense which was on Channel 5 last month. She did a television commercial for them too.Sadly, I can’t find it anywhere.

Thank you for all the emails.All 9 pairs of contact lenses are either reserved/given out. Another thank you for those emails which came along with words of encouragement and asking me to be strong. I will. Actually, I have kind of move on a LITTLE already.Trying not to think about her during the day. However, last night, I dreamt of her again. It was a happy dream.Life sucks when you’re happy in the dream but you wake up to realise that “It is only a dream”.She’s not here at all, she’s gone. She only exist when you sleep.Ouch. Couldn’t helped it. Look at her whatsapp and sent her “I miss…