可不可以永远都长不大,永远都不懂事 If not for my parents, my family, the thought of leaving them,I would probably go and keep Adel company in heaven. I have been sleeping with my parents ever since 1st Dec. I can’t bear to sleep in our (Adel&me) room. Every time I take a step in, tears will start flowing. Just stepped inside and I am all messed up again. I am getting more and more scary each day that I actually don’t mind dying. Say, (drama now) IF IF IF, mom suggest to the family that she’ll whip up a poisonous dinner for the 4 of us. Once eaten and we’ll only have 2hours to live.…

Looking at the comments in my formspring by people after reading my blog gives me teary eyes. Even as a total stranger, he/she could totally relate to my pain. The thing is, how will the law deal with the people/company who is/are responsible for the pothole? Don’t you think that it is pretty easy for them to just pay a sum (small sum to them) of money and just get over it? Say, IF the ones responsible are from the government department? Just because we are just some minor peasants in Singapore, it doesn’t mean that our life is worth lesser. Honestly, I can’t find peace at all. I want…

I rate this move 4.5 stars out of 5! The movie title sounds like some ancient or war movie. But it was actually a moving story of a Hawaiian family who had to face the fact that their mother, who had been in coma and depending on life support for the past 7 years, has to be put to sleep. Upon removing the life support, Matt King, the faithful and loyal husband found out something. He takes his daughters on a trip from Oahu to Kauai to confront the young real estate broker. It was a very touching movie. Synopsis:From Alexander Payne, the creator of the Oscar®-winning SIDEWAYS, THE DESCENDANTS…

Only had 5 hours of sleep and was forced to wake up by my parents for Adel’s 49th. The two photos are already up on her ‘tomb’.Addition of new stuffs are always seen whenever I visit her.Fresh bouquet of flowers, new Melody toys, candies, drinks & food.They are probably from her friends. If you had paid her a visit, Thank you. Reached the place, saw the photos and started sobbing badly again.The photos were quite badly done (in my opinion).I don’t like how they cropped the picture. Look at her hair. Disappointed. The driver of the integra, best friend and some friend went over as well. I don’t believe in…

3rd paper down. 2 more to go. This Thurs & next Thurs. Brough Meryl for the movie invite by OMY.SG for The Descendants.AWESOME movie. Review later. Long tiring day. Woke up at 8am and this picture was taken at 10.15pm Movie ended at 9pm and most of the shops were already doing closing.So we went in to H&M.WE ARE HAPPY GIRLS. Pathetic leaf choker *INSIDE JOKE. But, bitch please. New favorite choker. Love it!! Eiffel tower keychains from Paris. So one day, I was bored and decided to take a 1hour bus journey when a car ride will only take less than 10minutes.I was the only person in the upper…

Still can’t come to term that I wont be able to see Adel anymore. Just done with the most tedious paper. Dad called to fetch me home. Mom called and asked if I want dinner. I wanted to tweet that I really love my family. I couldn’t bear to press enter because family includes Adel. I really loved her. Deleted the tweet in the end because my family isn’t complete now. I am not coping well with my exams as well. I would rather spend my time on her bed, crying and missing her than to read through my notes. One of my paper was half blank. The paper I…

Adel’s 49th day is on the 18th Jan.Ritual will be carried out at 10.30am sharp. Friends of Adel, if you want to be there, please drop me an email/text.Thank you. P/S : Adel was spotted at her working outlet last week by a colleague :'(Again, can I believe in such things? . Look at my new iPhone covers!Happy girl!

I may not be perfect. I may not be everyone’s first choice, but I’m ME and I don’t pretend to be anyone else.

I sincerely wanna thank everyone who emailed/formspring-ed me to show concern & guide me along with what I have to do. I am extremely touched by the long emails from you people.One kind soul from Malaysia even taught me what/how to do regarding the dream that Adel said she had something to say. Love you people much. xx. GEO Lens Giveaway! I have a pair of 0.00 degree GEO lens to give away.CK-105Suitable for girls who wants big dolly eyes. Email to simmaybeline@gmail.com with your name.Will pick one person to give it away!

Let’s go jogging to keep fit! Yeap, that’s a tank top from Sennheiser. Heh.Daniel from Sennheiser went “Don’t jog with that. Free publicity!” LOL. Morning people,may your day be as good as mine. X. P/S : anyone on Path as well? Add me! Maybeline Sim.