With Love,

Have we been studying to hard to chase up with the world that we forgot to have fun?If you look back to the past, you laughed more when you were younger. I found old videos of us which were recorded by either me or my friends using my old phone. One of it was uploaded to FB. The carefree life was never found again. As we grow up, we gain an addition of stress at the different phases of our lives. The higher educated you are, the lesser you enjoy life? Situation 1.Uneducated people would only know how to work for money, spend it on necessities/family and the extra cash…

This time round, I am determined.One day, you will find me getting braver.Someday, I will not be needing anyone. Real men are those who swallow their pride, push their ego aside ,love women with all their might, and treat them right.

First day of school was terrible as I had a tough time struggling to get out of my bed at 8am. The only thought I had in my mind for the whole day was “Can I go home and rest?” I would cancel all my shopping trips and dates just for some extra time to sleep in! Why do working class people always prefer student’s life? Honestly, I hate school life. At least most of the time, work ends earlier than lessons (for my case). The stress level is about the same! You face stress at work, Students face stress with schoolwork & exams. Don’t talk about holidays because project…

We spent 4 hours @ Suntec’s area getting presents for his brother (18th Birthday) and elder sister 🙂 Bag from Fourskin – BrotherBag from Adidas – Elder sisterBlack ONTO Headphone And nothing else 🙁 His elder sister loves to carry small-mid size Adidas leather sling bag, I wonder why. Maybe it is the same reason as why I love to shop? Haha. Love the dinner with his family @ his place today.Crowd(Family & relatives) + Hot steamboat + sparkling wine from New Zealand with wine glass. Anyway, I love the new blogger function! The top part is quite plain. Shall find a nice picture and replace the words soon~But TSK!…

Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude. Sometimes.. I just want a break.. Just want Friday and Saturday to pass quickly for the remaining weeks in this month… .... Even though I met M for dinner and he sent me to work just now,I am feeling rather emo now because tomorrow is Friday and I had just finish watching some shows with extremely sad storyline in the current episode. Again, I am left to ponder about life and reality again.

If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it.If you don’t ask, the answer is always no.If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place. ........... Last night, Kino asked me if I would forgive ________, a friend who handled things wrongly and did me wrong. Wrong to a huge extent. I forgave him long ago by trying to be friends with him again but he continued to show me his temper and all.He refused to face the fact. Yesterday, the friend showed remorse & I gave Kino the same answer again. I would. Life is about forgetting and forgiving, For now.

Instead of having those normal air conditioner high up on the wall,I went to Best Denki with Parents & M to get portable air conditioners. We walked around for an hour. They cost about $700 to $1000 each depending on their power. Dad couldn’t stand the ultimate hot weather and resorted to buying 2 more portable ones. Fat Daddy. Anyhow, I think he is the best Daddy in the world 🙂 I kept asking him to send me here and there when M is not around and I don’t feel like driving,and 3 out of 5 weekdays, he would fetch me from work and etc without me asking him to.Today…

Another damage done today! Sigh, despite having to pay all my bills next week,I continued to spend impulsively. Honestly I am not happy but quite sad because I realised I don’t like some of the clothes bought and they are not cheap. Arghhhh. 🙁 🙁 🙁 And the damages today? Gucci and Coach.Luckily I decided not to get the Burberry keypouch in the end!Phew? :/ Thank you M 🙂 Already planned to buy my Canon digicam tomorrow but due to the damages today,I shall postpone it because I don’t want to overspend too much when June just started 4days ago. Tsk! Bills bills bills next week. Sad sad sad.

As much as I love to go, I will not bow down to my dislikes. Well, I was supposed to be out enjoying myself but I changed my mind.I was fuming mad and as quoted by Neo, PMS in the morning.Shall not go into details as it is very unneccessary. Once bitten, Twice shy.Even once or twice is okay, but not to the extent of CONSTANTLY.Today was the longest duration. People should learn how to be grateful towards others who make the effort to plan.If the outcome is unappreciative, Forget it and let it go. Lesson learnt #1. 真心对待, This is something most humans need to learn. I got better…

I like it when friends I adore say/text me “See you tomorrow”.It sort of set me at ease,knowing that they will still be there during my tomorrow(s).Today was a VERY tiring day for me.Supposed to have FYP meeting on Thurs but the advisors shifted to today.Good thing is that I have half a day free on Thurs then?Not exactly free because I AM BOOKED for some social meet up. I can’t believe myself. I rejected Boyf for dinner like twice already.BUSY WOMAN. DAMN GUILTY. I am sooo going to enjoy tomorrow I hope!The only gathering I have for this holiday due to my hectic schedule. M.