With Love,

Thank you for all the emails.All 9 pairs of contact lenses are either reserved/given out. Another thank you for those emails which came along with words of encouragement and asking me to be strong. I will. Actually, I have kind of move on a LITTLE already.Trying not to think about her during the day. However, last night, I dreamt of her again. It was a happy dream.Life sucks when you’re happy in the dream but you wake up to realise that “It is only a dream”.She’s not here at all, she’s gone. She only exist when you sleep.Ouch. Couldn’t helped it. Look at her whatsapp and sent her “I miss…

I don’t think Adel flew out of the car. Went to the wrecked car, the passenger’s side was totally gone. Door was totally flat and you can’t open/close it. You can totally swing it. Personal opinion : She was in the car when the taxi came right at her. Door was wrecked and it opened. And she rolled out of the car after suffering from very severe internal injuries. So, is the taxi still at fault? For speeding(not confirm) and being unlucky (to be driving along that route when the accident took place). The above is purely for discussion on my reasoning and understanding only.

I FUCKING MISS ADELINE SIM SIN EE. I WANT HER BACK RIGHT NOW.I have so much hatred for the driver. So much that skinning him alive wouldn’t make me feel better. I guess by now, looking at how my parents are coping, Adel would have regretted sticking to a guy like him. A guy will protect you before protecting himself if he really love you. U can tell from the accident. Superficial love. .. Dad asked “was it painful to see the coffin move slowly into the fire & look at 妹妹 getting burnt?” closed my eyes. Fucking pain & cried. Dad : 养了这么大的孩子，就这样给人家害死。 I could see tears in his…

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Someone emailed LTA and this was their reply. The kind soul even emailed me the conversations between them.Bless him!!!!!! LTA’s reply : The “pothole” mentioned was found to be within the trench area that had been reinstated by the contractor of Singapore PowerGrid after their trenching work. As the case is currently under investigation, LTA will take appropriate action against the contractor if it had indeed failed to comply with the conditions and requirements. Source : HWZ Roven is the last thing Adel left me.I wouldn’t know what I will do, if Roven didn’t exist.

If you’re 400degrees and would like to have these, please drop me an email! They are brand new in bottle/box. Bought quite a number of pairs of Adel before she …. Would be wasteful if I throw them away because no one in the family has the same degree as her. Have 9 pairs of 400 degrees and 1 pair of 350 degrees! Drop me an email at simmaybeline@gmail.com X

For the first time in 2 weeks, I’m back in my room. (had refused to sleep in my own room because I am scared. and the room reminds me of Adel too much) Now, I’m lying on my bed, with her pillow underneath my head. Where are you girl? I’m really depressed. Last night, a butterfly (or a big moth) flew in. I sat on the floor crying and looked at it for a period of time wondering if it’s Adel. It stayed quite still and didn’t fly elsewhere for afew hours. If it’s her, she would be able to see how we are coping and dad is sick. I…

Woke up early in the morning for the surgery.This appointment was made 2 months before I remove my braces. The dentist told me that I needed this surgery because of my very small teeth. Look at my can’t-wake-up-eyes. Since I can’t eat for afew hours after the sugery, I had a mini can of Nescafe. Because I had extremely low pain tolerance, I had more than 10 injections of anesthesia. There was slight pain during the injection but totally painless after that.I could barely feel the cutting and scraping of gums even though it was VERY VERY bloody. The two clinic assistants even came over to look at the whole…

Taken 3 days before the accident.It’s hard to really smile from the heart now. I got this small, vintage and cute ‘aunty’ bag 2 weeks ago with her during one of our shopping trip. Even Roven is gloomy. He kept lying near the door, waiting for someone to return even though all of us are already back home (excluding Adel). Skipped his meals so we had to buy him a toy to try and cheer him up. 15 more days to your birthday. Do not click read more if you are going to judge me/my family again.I wish that you can see for yourself, how everyone in the family is…