I think I forgot to mention this, I went back to collect my blackberry last Sunday and the person told me “We’re going to replace you with a new set” WOOOHOOOO. My eyes went brighten immediately. HAHAHA. Just 2 months before my warranty ends, they gave me a new phone! 😀They told me to collect my phone 3 days after I sent it in for repair (which was only a very minor problem) but I procrastinated and went only after 2 weeks. Should I have know earlier that they are giving me a brand new phone, I would have went down straight away.

Dad saw Raven’s pictures on my wall and table which I sticked recently and said “He’s not going to come back. There’s no point missing him so much.” All humans are evil.But baby, no one knows me as well as you do. R. XOXO,Maybeline.

Anything’s possible with hopes. Din-Gi Noodle House RestaurantJi De Chi DessertsNihon Mura BuffetMen Men Don Don Ramen Roven is naked now. His 3rd vaccination is due next week which means that he still can’t leave home for anything yet (this includes grooming) so I had to do it MYSELF. Because of me, he is this ugly now 🙁Can only wait for his 3rd vaccination before sending him for a proper grooming session.He jumped onto my bed to wake me up. We got him soooo much treats that these are merely half of them. & Mr Popper’s penguins is kinda funnneh!I am waiting for Harry Potter! 14 of July! 2 more…

I grew so used to your presence that I don’t know what it’s like to be without you anymore.

Raven, Roven & Maybeline says “Morning!”. 🙂

if only you could read my eyesif only you could read my eyes

Sentosa on a Sunday. Cable Car ride,Under Water World,Dolphin Lagoon,Siloso Beach,Night Cable Car,Vivo Rooftop. This is how you should spend a Sunday. Healthy & fun.Fucking awesome is an understatement. Waiting for our turn for the cable car! Arrived at our destination! A picture taken by the Crew. We didn’t buy it in the end. Wooohooo. Underwater World! The touch pool. All of us touched the fishes inside.In my opinion, stingray was the worst because it was tooo slimy. Starfish! Jelly fishes! They are soooo pretty please! We were literally melting under the blazing sun.All wet. Not from the water from the sea lions or dolphins. But from the constant perspiration.…

Air-conditioned function hall @ sports recreation center. My all time favourite – Eggs! Laksa for buffet toooo? Owners packing the remaining food back home. Baby Averie! Trust me, I am trained with newborns. Door gifts for the people who came.

I woke up, looked at your ashes&picture and said “Good Morning Raven Baby”🙂 You live in me.I still can’t believe that you’re gone and has never try accepting the fact.What scares people the most is, I told M this sometime back,“I used to be so scared of death. But right now? No. Because I’ll get to see you at the other side of the world” & finally, done with my university admission documents & medical checkup yesterday.So now, 3 months to rot before my uni life officially starts!Watchout, an undergraduate comin’ your way 😀 I notice everything.I just don’t say anything. 005) I love myself, more than anyone else.

I had wanted to buy you a bouquet of white lilies but the florist that I went to didn’t had ‘opened’ lilies. The lilies he had were all closed. Make do with one stalk for the amount of stalks doesn’t matter.Just know that I’ll miss you forever. Even forever seems short. & I want to dream of you badly.