Woke up early in the morning for the surgery.This appointment was made 2 months before I remove my braces. The dentist told me that I needed this surgery because of my very small teeth. Look at my can’t-wake-up-eyes. Since I can’t eat for afew hours after the sugery, I had a mini can of Nescafe. Because I had extremely low pain tolerance, I had more than 10 injections of anesthesia. There was slight pain during the injection but totally painless after that.I could barely feel the cutting and scraping of gums even though it was VERY VERY bloody. The two clinic assistants even came over to look at the whole…

Taken 3 days before the accident.It’s hard to really smile from the heart now. I got this small, vintage and cute ‘aunty’ bag 2 weeks ago with her during one of our shopping trip. Even Roven is gloomy. He kept lying near the door, waiting for someone to return even though all of us are already back home (excluding Adel). Skipped his meals so we had to buy him a toy to try and cheer him up. 15 more days to your birthday. Do not click read more if you are going to judge me/my family again.I wish that you can see for yourself, how everyone in the family is…

Don’t understand. Aren’t we troubled enough? Why do we have to lie? What are pay slips for? Get a life.So, CEO/directors earn less than 5-7k/month ONLY? Really? :O The fact is she’s gone. Who cares about how much she earn monthly when she’s gone? Do you think we want her $ instead of her back? We can’t please the whole world. But as long as we haven’t done anything beyond our conscience, I guess, it is all that really matters. Stand in our shoes. Try losing a sister or a daughter. Spare a thought for us. Please? http://www.formspring.me/maybelinesim

Haven’t really eaten anything for the whole day. I lied on bed wondering if all these were just nightmares. Cried so many times and you’re still not back. Are you really gone? Someone slap me hard, wake me up from this nightmare. Tell me she will return, with the sweetest smile of hers.

Watch from 4:15 onwards. Watch from 2:30 onwards When a person dies a sudden death, as with an accident, he often has no clue that he passed over. He thinks he is still alive and is puzzled why he cannot do the things he used to do, or why people do not respond to him. His consciousness is as clear as when he was in the physical body just before he died. When he leaves his place of passing over, he still thinks he is alive, and visits the living, and sometimes he lives with them for a while. He is still half or totally unconscious of his deceased state.…

Just met up for the second meeting with the lawyers yesterday. It was expected but extremely sad to hear them say that the blames will be pushed here and there and shared among the contractors, sp/lta and driver when all of them have a big role to play (and in my opinion, the driver. I’m a little biased) The most we can get from this law suit is only compensation. As for the driver, I am guessing that it is only suspension of license for a few years(?) or fine(which is charged by the traffic officer) And the compensation wouldn’t be high even though my sister earns 5-7k/ month. According…

Everyday, I wake up telling myself to be strong for my parents. But everytime, once I leave house for school, I’ll start tearing again. I can’t cry at home knowing that my parents will cry along. I can’t bear to hear anyone talking about Adel. Last night, dad told me “Adel came to earth, be my daughter and toyed with my feelings. she came to make me miserable on purpose and now she’s back in haven laughing at me” I could feel the pain in his words. He’s not back to work yet. He then turned to mom “I don’t know if there’s this thing called ‘next lifetime’ but if…

We went to the scene to pray for Adeline yesterday. To the drain where she fell into. I am not a follower or a believer of any religion but I went ahead with her friends with the mindset that I wanna do anything and everything for her. To my surprise, the driver (who is also her boyfriend) seems to be in the recovery phase already. Wow. It seems just like yesterday when the accident happened to my family and he could get over it so well, so FAST. Most of my friend who went shared the same view that maybe 1 year down the road, he might be holding another…

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I just went shopping with her 10days ago. With her, I rarely have to pay for anything myself. Despite being older than her, I am more of the younger sister. She fetches me home when I’m late herself/ get friends to fetch me. She bought alot that day. The last item we bought during the shopping trip was 2 bunny jackets. Hers in brown and mine in white. She stepped into the shop and went “你要不要？我要 brown。你呢？我买给你” Took quite a bit of photos but they are all in her phone. Her whatsapp was seen last online on 30/11/2011 at 1153pm. Which means no one touched her whatsapp. Where exactly is…