I m angry with god.He never seems to understand my prayersnor my troubles, never.Always leaving me in a dilemma.lost n cold.No idea of which path i should go. God, listen to me.And answer me truthfully.Can i have the most beautiful thing on earth?Which is wad everyone called it love. But its okay,life was never easy n neither will it be.I dun need a reason to blame godfor wads happening in my life.Cuz i’ll just sit here n waitfor the fruitful ending.The cup of my deservings (eventually). Yst i went to bugis with my family. After that went to some plaza which i really cant remember the name at all. lols*…

Password removed ! (: Ahh.. Anyway i went out for a short while today. Just to get something end up Adel was the one shopping and i was the one paying. lol.. She bought a bag n a perfume. And i bought shit. lol. Rocks on ~ 1 last week and den holidays ! CHEERS 😀 Maybeline obession =x Maybeline : I treasure u.

FLASH REMOVEDCant stand the noise !! SO NOISY. lol. anyway if u r wondering wad clip is that, just visit the link at my previous post (: We became as per normal when the sparks were gone. You noe well wad can arouse my anger most. You know my dislikes n hates n yet u never stop doing until recently u reduced alot. I’ve no idea when u r going to stop. Neither do i noe wad do u exactly want from the outcome. I just dowan the past to come back n den we will be as cold as 2 block of ice again. I cant stop u from…

hahahas.. i’m so in love with this flash. ENJOY ! Err.. It can be quite noisy wiv the background music on. Refresh the page if u cant see the clip BUT HAHAHAHA !! AH YI DIU DE TEHH EHH EHH EHHH.. If u find it too noisy. Just visit this web. [ http://dengjie.com/temp/bird.swf ] Its a much more clearer vision over there n my background song isnt interupting =P Dunno how come i see it in my blog i wont luff. Budden if i see it at the web itself, no matter hw many times i watch i will still luff. Maybe becuz of my background song? Guess its too…

Hehex. Just change my background song again. (: Mm.. Went out to shop wiv my mummy this afternoon. Uh.. Hahas. Yup i spent money again. But this time i only bought 1 top, and 2 shoelaces ! hahahas. Argh ! My fringe is damnm long now.. Sad. Dunno to cut or to keep long fringe. Acutally wanna edit some frenster profile thingy END UP EVERYTHING GONE. hahahas. In the end i have to do 1 new theme for my profile. Kinda like it =x 2 last week. ENDURE !Hahas. see my long fringe. CUT or KEEP? Maybeline : If i were to die tml n miss the chance to tell…

Well, ha.. Guess its time to update. Was on night shift on last thurs n friday. COOL?! Its 9pm – 7am !! 10hrs of work ! And i was partner-ed with Leigh n Suat Hui. Wah lau ~ 1 aged 23 and 1 aged 41. HAHAHA ! I got nth to say to them at all. No topic to talk. No nothing at all.. So during break time i just listen to my mp3. But actually i like night shift despite the fact that i was really tired on saturday when i left the hospital n headed back to my cosy house. I was like, omg.. i will blackout any…

HAHA ! back !but..GONE AGAIN !

Hahas* Finally back. Was down wiv fever on sunday n recovered on wed. But i forced myself to get up for sch these few days. I felt really weak n moody back in the ward. And i lost my voice on wednesday onwards. Till now, its friday alrdy but i m still a MUTE ! I got no voice at all ! The new ward which we were assigned to is terrible. Its like hell in there. Everyday i have to tell myself to endure n bear wiv those fucked up people working there. I’m starting my night shift next week. COOL ! 9pm to 7am in the ward. Now…

down with fever. update details tml. Maybelin : Stay by my side.

awwwwwwFelt sick yst.Vomited n ulcer is nt gone yet.But fine today.I noe i shudsubstain from chips & chocos for the time being.But i m nt doing so.Thats y my ulcer is still there.Went back to sch for lesson just nw.Meiling . Eileen . Cara . ME!4 out of 6 maos went back.still as fun as crap as ever !Enjoyed alot.5more weeks which means1mth n a week moreWe will be back to sch !Yup, cant wait. Maybeline : You’re the inspiration of my life. simplified post (: