With Love,

3 people to thanks. The little girl who is always make an effort to cheer others up when she herself is feeling low. Also, The one who never fails to give her best to almost her every friend. The boy who never fails to back me up and listen to my nonsenses and complains, especially during our ride home. A good friend, a good listener, and a good consoler. The moody guy who always get upset at every little thing but on the other hand, he is also the one who brought colours to the clique. And also the guy who would be there for me! Seriously, I don’t know…

Right now, When I am blogging this, I am actually masking. LOL. Before meeting the group on Tuesday, I went to my Aunt’s house to collect the hamsters!I told her that I want hamsters since last month but I wasn’t free to visit her shop.Thus, the delay. Lol. They were the spotlight of the day.Zad & LWM couldn’t keep his eyes off them!Hahaha. White one’s called BoBo while the black one is called Chacha.I named them. BoBoChaCha. Wahaha. I had very bad hair day that day cause I walked under the rain.Lunched at KFC > Shopping > Neoprints > Steamboat > Shopping And on Wednesday, which is a public holiday,I…

I am like really lazy to update because there are too many peektures.BAHAHAHA. So wait! The boyfriend is away for fieldcamp since yesterday.Before he left his camp for the outfield, he smsed me this in the morning.“Happy Children’s Day Dear!” I tried to call HuiXing cause shes with YQ.Same camp, Same outfield but she told me that she won’t get to see YQ 🙁At lease she told me something very important!He’s coming back tomorrow morning :)) 3 words for you Hunny. I. Miss. You.

What’s emo with so many friends around? :)) I have alot of pictures!!I went out with my old classmates yesterday! (11people)Woooooooooooooot! Love it.8 out of 11 shopped! :D:D:D Then, I met up with HY for another shopping session today!I don’t wanna count how much did I spend on these 2 days cause YQ will nag!(Spent like alot alot please) So like this week, I got 3 new dresses, 3 new tops, 1 new t-shirt and 1 pair of heels!But, Am I really happy now?????School is only tomorrow………. Peektures and words tomorrow.Am feeling lazy to do anything now. 🙂 I am sorry If all I can ever do is saying things…

If only life is like a written essay,then I would write it myself.If only life is easy easy as ABC,then I would have no problem dealing with it.If only life doesn’t involve emotions,then I wouldn’t be so sad everyday. If making me smile was easy,then there won’t be people worrying. But if its too hard for you all,I urge you people to leave me alone.I don’t want care or words of concern.I don’t want people to come asking me what happened. The more people ask/care, the more stress I feel. the more stress I feel, the more I tend to pretend.The more I pretend, the more people would realise. If…

I almost cried when the first thing Das asked me when he returned to SG was “I just read your blog, Why are you so sad?”When YQ drove me home, I almost cried when we talked about school.When I went online, MingYu consoled me, I almost cried again.Then when my media player plays “Yesterday” while I was talking to Noor, I cried. Hahahahaha.Almost time. Haha. Almost time to break down.After a good cry, I’ll be me again for its Monday again tomorrow. Pretending to be happy isn’t so hard afterall.Especially after wearing a mask for quite some time already. I’ll be back to edit this post.Maybe to remove, or to…

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I asked YQ ” Aren’t you curious what happened to me? “YQ : You don’t want anyone to ask cause you don’t want to be reminded and be sad again. I don’t want you to be sad so I didn’t ask even though I really want to know. :))) That’s why I say and meant by, just be by my side quietly, making no noise, asking no questions. Time for a little colours.This blog look so dead with so many words (& sad posts).Even though School really sucks to the CORE, luckily Webcam is only a click away 🙂The best thing during school days is only webcam.But sadly, sometimes there…

Baby, Can I tell you that I am suffering so so much?Can I tell you that I really hate going school?Can I tell you that I am really worn-out from all the “pretending-to-smile”?Can I tell you that so many times I wanted to cry?Can I tell you that I really hate my current selfish self?Can I tell you that I don’t want to get emo everyday? I tried. I tried to escape from the reality.I tried. I tried to be happy instead of pretending to be.I tried. I tried everything I could.But trying is not as easy as you think it is.Now, I hate listening to songs, cause they make…

As much as I hate to be reminded of the painful times,They kept appearing in my mind like tiny swords piercing through. It is so hard to fake a smile when sometimes, I am actually feeling down inside.At times, I got ‘discovered’ feeling emo, but I still tried to deny. Facts are truth which we can’t edit or change.There are just too many things beyond our control, too many things, unseeable.What can I do, to stop all these? Memories, be it happy or sad,They exist to haunt you. Happy moments becomes happy memories,and it hurts because you can only be reminded but not have them anymore.So, not only sad things…