You know the kind of heartache? The kind of pain whereby you lost someone, something important forever.Not like the type where you can still see him/her happily move on without you.Not a breakup. It is the type where you will never ever get to see him EVER again.You can’t view his twitter updates, facebook wall to get yourself updated with his happenings.Not even the chance of saying hello or goodnight. Honestly, I don’t even know how did I get through the past 1 month without you. I miss saying goodbye to you whenever I leave the house.I miss saying goodnight to you before I turn in.I miss seeing you run…

Just had my favourite SALTY Ajisen Ramen for dindin! 2nd week without work.1 word : Excellent. At the same time, I am running out of time because I actually forgot about my university admission documents. Had always thought that it is only mid June and I have more than 2 weeks to submit everything. But it is already 21st today and the last day of submission for some documents is on the 23rd of June. FML. BB is ready for collection since last Sunday. Tomorrow is Wednesday and my BB is still at the center waiting for me. An overdue photo! Live without pretending,love without depending,listen without defending,speak without offending.…

A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you. 003) I cherish you. Alot. ♥

would you be able to cry? 又生病了。 Blogging is not about posting things which you know others can relate to.It’s about posting what you feel inside. 002) It’s like, I repeated the same mistake again. Let Raven come back to me. Even if it means a new identity.

As usual, when JJ is back from in SG, all of us would make time for him.Simple dinner & mega shopping. Derek’s shirt got me laughing at him for hours (or rather, the whole night) and he got demoralized so he went to buy a basic Tee from Armani Exchange to change into.HAHAHAHA. Joke of the day. & yes, I mind alot about the dress code of the person who is going to walk beside me for the next few hours. Especially if we are in Town :/ (KIDDING)

Too complicated for anyone to figure out whats going on in my mind.Don’t bother trying.No one will ever get it right. No one. . Sent my BB in to repair some faulty buttons and they loaned me another BB so that I can utilize my BB data plan.Damn thoughtful of blackberry! 3 claps! Actually, I have alot of pictures to blog because JJ is back in Sg.next time, next time. PARTY tomorrow!

因为我怕。

The past 3 months had been good.Worked with many different types of people but the longest was with them. It was more of an experience gained from the different tests/surgeries that I was exposed to than to call it a real job in the working society for me. 3 months before I started on this job, I had Raven with me still.3 months later, He’s gone. I am going to spend the next 3 months at home (before school starts) with Roven.Baby, I wish Roven was you. “a class of it’s own.“

Hangover 3, Kungfu Panda 2, Something borrowed.They are the MUST-WATCH movies (for me) before they stop showing. Just resigned from work and Monday would be my last day and this spells MORE FREE TIME for movies & myself. Never had a good rest for the past 3 months. Look at the dark circles and scary eyebags.Am going to spend the next 3 months sleeping. When I’m sad, I shove in my headphones and just ignore the world.

don’t try figuring out whats on my mind or my moves.no one has ever