The best in me
The top 3 things in my list.
Work.
Love.
Shopping.
Basically, everything is about me. Even Love is not placed in the first position now. I used to feel that I lived to please others, so gradually, I tried to change. Now, I live for no one but myself and the result is that I spent lesser time with love & family.
In the past, I would meet up with HY for shopping session & not meeting up only after my work.
In the past, I would make time for BF, if he’s out from camp, I would not work on the day just to accompany him.
In the past, we would go out with his family on Sats for lunch, dinner, kill time&spend time.
In the past, especially during my holidays, mostly, I would be spending time at home or BF’s place only.
In the past, I would accompany my mum to the supermarket.
In the past, I would turn up for meet ups arranged by friends.
However, everything is not the same anymore. But I am proud to say that I don’t suck up to other people/family/bf’s family just to make my life easier, better and more lovable. I was merely being me.
Though there seemed to be a gap from the past and now,
I think I feel better with the current life.
At the same time, I think, I had lost myself. How Ironic?
Friends find it hard to understand me. How can they understand?
Because I can’t even figure out what I am actually thinking.
Work = Money?
Money isn’t everything to me.
I work because I feel stress-less over there & I gain a different sense of happiness.
When I work, I think lesser, I feel happier.
Too much work during this holiday. Neglected too many important stuffs.
In a simpler way of saying,
I am just escaping.
Flooding myself with work, lessons & appointments.
If you hadn’t realise,
It is because I don’t blog about anything related to work.
| What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Being Alone
While you may act like you don’t care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don’t really see the real you. You’re afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don’t let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don’t want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won’t. |
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Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won’t be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!
