Forgive & Forget

Forgiving is easy.
But forgetting is hard.
I am so constantly reminded of the painful period.
How long has it been?

Today was supposed to be a not-so-bad day but the more I work,
the more moody I get.
I don’t understand why.
Is it human nature to think so much?

I am so sick of everything. Seriously.
It seems like I can’t enjoy any day.
What can I do to make it better?
Don’t try me. Don’t try me anymore, enough is enough.
Push me any further and I will show you what I am best at.
Pretending and avoiding. Making sure no one can find me.

No one owns me and I don’t owe anyone anything.

Stop breathing down my neck.
I just want my own space.
Is it too much to ask for?

On a happier note, Happy monthsary Hunny 🙂
11th oct had just passed 3hours ago.

His family went back to their hometown to celebrate his grand dad’s birthday.
He was unable to go back because of his NS and passport.
Though it should be a pity thingy, but I feel otherwise!
So evil I know!
He asked Derek, CG and Adel over for mahjong.
We stayed at his house till 1.30am before heading back to report to our comfy beds.

Alright, I am off to bed.
Headache.