Asking for the impossible

When you have lost ALL your motivation……

I hate school.
I dread going to school.
Just what is exactly wrong with this semester?
Nothing seems right.

One of the new classmate quitted school last week.
I have the urge too, but then on second thoughts, so silly.

Why can’t I sense the time flying anymore?

I need to look for the “Fast Forward” button, I want January to come.
Just let Oct, Nov, Dec pass quickly. Please.

Even though I am getting a new phone(like again?!) on Oct,
Even though my birthday falls on Nov,
Even though Christmas is on Dec.

I look forward to NOTHING at all.

Please.