Is it love right from the start?

DISGUSTED, at how desperate some people are, for BF/GF.
DISGUSTED, at how fake people can get.
DISGUSTED, at how fast people change.
DISGUSTED, at all the words and actions from the past till now.
DISGUSTED, at the young people.
DISGUSTED, at how selfish people can be.
DISGUSTED, at all the lies that I believed in.
DISGUSTED, at all the blames you pushed to me.
DISGUSTED, at the way you think all girls are your toys.
DISGUSTED, at how DA NAN REN you can get when you’re no more than a small boy.
DISGUSTED, AT YOUR EVERYTHING.

Why didn’t I see it when people kept telling me the same stuff over and over again for the past 1 year?

Blinded?

Why did I even believed that story you made up at the start of school.
You know what story, The story of E.
Why didn’t I thought that you were just trying to gain sympathy or whatsoever.
Why did I even allow us to become friends.
Why didn’t I put the pictures together and realised what I had realised now sooner?

You and your genius tactic, on how much you’re hurt,
badmouthing another girl so that you can be close to another.

Did you even do any self reflection?

Let me just tell you straight,
It is obvious that you are not ready for anything with that pea-sized heart,
It is obvious that you are so damn desperate.
You need to learn how to love a friend the right way.

It was so clear to the world long ago except me.
But now, I am with the world.

You, are very ugly, both in and out.

I am willing to be blinded by hatred
if Zadyn & Lina recovers.