I miss you

Exams are just next week.

Why do I feel that the amount of effort put in is not equivalent to the result?

So what if I had put in double the effort? The end result is still the same as lesser efforts put in,
except that it comes with greater disappointment.

Adel kept flashing through my mind. I kept recalling her face and what happened in the A&E.
All thanks to the trip down to make the statement yesterday.
Saw the photos of her at the mortuary. I can’t help but cry. It’s a cycle again.

I wanna be like Roven. He seems happy everyday as long as we/his toys are around.