Infatuation or not

Majority of you know that I have just stepped out of a broken relationship. But hey, I was surprisingly cool this time.

I went to work as per normal, attended events as though nothing had happened. Except that some colleagues asked if I was alright because I was exceptionally quiet on some days when the whole thing just happened. I honestly didn’t expect myself to be so cool. I am quite well known for being a cry baby among my friends because I am extremely emotional. I cry easily – cartoons, movies, dramas, or listening to sad stories. It is just this extreme. I didn’t speak a word for days when my previous dog died due to old age and kidney failure.

I gotta admit that I was quite lost when I first initiated the breakup because I had never felt lonely, or rather, alone, for the past 7 – 8 years. I told myself, life goes on and there really isn’t any point dragging the relationship any further. I was really unhappy for the past year. Nothing I did was in the least appreciative. I have to put with with the tempers and insults almost everyday. I know I had enough.

True enough, I am much happier now. Should I have realized this earlier, I would be even happier earlier. Sometimes, letting go is also another form of happiness.

But what really amazed me was that I could move on so easily. I talked about the issue with some of my close friends and probably, a colleague. And then *poof*, I think I got all infatuated with someone that I dreamt of the same person for the last 3 nights. We don’t talk much, but I don’t know.

It was partly because of you that made moving on much easier. Really.

To sum it up, if you know that you’re in unhappy relationship, maybe it’s time to let go. Build some courage cause you know you deserve to be happy 🙂