Caught in a dilemma

This is how I am currently feeling now. Wilted and a little lost.
There is nothing to keep me going except this coming Thursday.
I am so tired mentally. I can’t wait for school to start.
I would rather be tired physically than mentally.
Save me, Baby. Save me.

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My brother just came back from shopping.
He told me what he had bought.
I went to my wallet, took out some money and gave it to him for the stuffs.
For his Birthday which falls on March.

To be honest, I am veryveryvery nasty to him & I don’t communicate with him much.
He is closer to Ade than me.
I am a bad sister.
However, I don’t feel any pinch of pain to buy stuffs for Ade or him.
I guess it’s because we share the same blood 🙂

Drafted on 28th feb

Boyfriend’s family is going back to their hometown for tombsweeping on the 20th.
His mum asked me along.
But I guess I’ll just skip it as I have work on the 21st.

A simple action from a good friend made me feel veryveryvery touched.
I think, I’ve just found a friend whom I can rely on and trust 🙂