Venting Ground

I gave in during the first incident so that things wont look nasty.
Someone solved the second incident.
I burst at the third one.

As I said, I am not Miss Nice.
No, not at all. I can’t pretend to be nice when I am actually mad.

When people agree at that moment and then change his or her mind at the second moment & WOW, it became my fault~~

First incident; I don’t to sandwich ABCDE so I told her it’s okay just go, I don’t mind eating with VWXYZ only. Not her fault. It’s my fault.

Second incident; Short of one person at the very last minute, Number1, who said that she will turn up, went MIA, and 2 days before the actual thing, Number2 confirmed with me that Number1 will turn up.(Because it was No2 who asked No1 along) But little did Number2 expect that Number1 would go MIA. Not her fault. It’s my fault.

Third incident; Related to the first incident. After all the eating, We were supposed to meet. But she complained of body aching so, changed of event. Then okay, saw the movie time slot, But the only available movies are those boring ones. Then Okay again, She still don’t wanna stick with the old event, this time saying that, she don’t have enough money. (We don’t mind paying first) So is it body ache or lack of money? I don’t know. The money we spent on that event is almost equal to the money for the movie tickets. Not her fault. It’s my fauly.

All my fault for going out.
Sorry for the FUCKING ATTITUDE.
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I feel so childish pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

But I need to clear something!!!
I don’t stretch my hands and ask my parents for money.
I don’t come from a rich family.

But I stick to what I say 🙂