I learn everytime I bleed

Side Note ; Not about love, family or friends.

I kept contemplating.
I shouldn’t be so hard on myself.
I should enjoy life.
I am still young.
Why am I so hard on myself?

If I learn to see things from another angle, i’ll be much more happier.

BUT…….

Can I cry my heart out?
Sometimes a good cry can help.

:'(

I don’t want to show my weak side. (I am strong)

Some rainbow is out there waiting for me.
I just need more time to disclose it.

The thought of meeting my girlfriends tmr cheered me up alittle.
Sardine & SharkFin played a big part too.
Sardine & SharkFin(?)
Will go into detail about it tmr.
I don’t have the mood to type.

I should be happy this week. But sadly, not in the least, For now.