Drop me some clues, tell me what to do

Sometimes I really hate myself.

So many times, I wanted to cry.
So many times, I almost cried.
So many times, I cried.

I was angry.
I was upset.
I was sad.

But nothing was done.

I don’t understand you,me,them,anyone.

It was heartbreaking, I swear.

& it all rounds down to one word.

WEAKLING.
Cause I can do nothing but hide myself and cry.
Foolish, they say but how many can really understand? 1,2 or maybe none.

Note; Nothing to do with my relationship.
Side Note; Photofunia is cool! Created like SO many fun pictures!